Hello? Are you out there?

So, the meds that I'm on have kept me pretty much asleep since tuesday night. I get up, eat, poo, smoke a cigarette or two, take some more meds and head back to sleep. The upside to this stuff is I see colors i've never seen before. Whoopie! Sorry for the typos on this post and last one, I guess i'm not in the right state of mind hehe. I go and see the ENT on wednesday. Hopefully *hopefully* good news about my ears, dunno though. Aunt Kim and I are going to take sign language classes together offered by one of the local deaf churches.

Ok, my vision just swarmed again... time for bed.

It happened...again.

What was I doing at 10pm last night? Waiting my ass around in the local emergency room? Why you ask? Because I ruptured my other ear drum. I know it had been hurting all day at work, and started popping ominiously while watching the new HP movie, and wouldn't quite. I called my mom so just say hi and stuff, litterally just got on the phone with her [ "Hi mom! What's up? Oh SHIT! Lemme call you back!] My ear popped, and then I felt this great rush of something flowing up my ear. I ran into Cassy's kitchen and started saying... "I need a paper towel now please!!" I put it up to my ear for a second, and brought it back away and it had blood on it. FUCK! I did it again and again moving the papertowel and for the next 5 minutes or so blood kept soaking through. I called my mom again... "Mom I think I ruptured my other ear drum." She then tells me to head my butt to the ER. Cassy did... keeping in mind we had been awake since 5 am... to sit around for an hour to wait for anyone to check me in... The doctor finally came in... asked me the usual questions... looked at my right ear to tell me yes, I had indeed ruptured that one 3 months ago... and then he said this..
Dr: "Well, there is alot of puss and bubbling, some traces of blood... oh man that's a big hole... I mean..."
Me: "What?! A 'big' hole?"
Dr: "Well, yeah.. a big hole."
Me: "So, I ruptured my ear drum?"
Dr: "Yep." He looks through my chart... "Well, the dr how seen you about your ear drum last time perscribed you naproxen, but I think I will give you something better for the pain time. I am going to have you scheduled for a ENT specialist appt next week... You NEED to go and see them."
Me: "Ok."
He walks out... about 45 mins later the nurse walks in.. He hands me a lil bag with Lortab and Amoxicylin and tells me to come back in the morning to get the rest of my script filled.

I have been in a lovely loopy state of mind since then. This lortab or whatever makes me reallly loopy and happy. No pain until about five hours or so after I've took it. Then it's teim to take another one. Imma tell them no more tubes in my ears... I think 18 sets of the things are a bit much. *sigh* I'm assuming that reconstructive surgery is next... *bigger sigh*

More later when I'm less dopey.

AShli

Work...

So, I have been busy being a grown up lately. I hate the thought of it, but I've been working my tail off recently. This past weekend I worked 36 hours. That's just the weekend, 16 of those hours were just Saturday.

Lowlights of my weekend:
-My boss, didn't schedule anywork to work opening on Saturday so he gave me and Cassy and ultamatium. Work 16 hours that day, or each of us work 8 by ourselves...on the busiest day of the week.
-I am now the only full-time baker... which means I don't get any more money, I have to be at work at the ass-crack of dawn, and I have be work in front of hot ovens... and my training was only 15 mins long to become a baker.
-My boss... only worked 25 hours this entire week. He has another job now, and took off this upcoming weekend to go to said other job... That wouldn't be so bad but he wanted me and Cassy to pull another 16 hour day... No fucking way.
-The supervisor called me lazy. Which normally wouldn't bother me so much, but SHE didn't want to do a 13 hour day so she called me and I took some of her hours... and I'm lazy?

Anyways... I've been working like a mad-woman.. I've been staying at Cassy's and Jon's... I'm officially Hand-parted as of July 11 and I've not yet to completely read HP7 or watch HP5... Only Kelly would get how much that irks me. Well, i've got to be at work in 7 hours and I haven't slept yet.

Ashli

California

So in all of my blogs, I keep saying "I'm back from California! I had such a wonderful time." Well... that's not competely true. But I don't feel like blogging about it just yet. I have 2 cameras that need to be developed and put onto CD's so I can show ya'll what the hell I was doing for a week and 1/2.

Much love and admiration to everyone!