ODS- part 2

I GOT THE JOB! I START JANUARY 25TH!

Water water everywhere... and not a drop to drink!

Woke up at 4:30am this morning to our basement flooding! Oh joy!

Overnight Desk Supervisor

So... a lot of stuff has happened at work lately. The ODS (see title) was fired because "of having personal relationships with residents." I don't believe one word of that at all. I don't think that she would of risked her job and livelihood for a piece of a$$. Anyways, so she was dismissed and now the bossman says that he is going to hire one of us part timers to take her place. A couple days later he puts up a posting letting everyone know they have until the end of the year to apply for the ODS. So, I think about it for awhile and decide that even though he has his favorite employee (who he grew up with / who is also going for the ODS) I would try for it. The next day that I see the bossman he comes in and before he even clocks in he says to me "Did you see the posting for the ODS?" me: "Yep." Bossman : "Did you apply for it yet?" Me: "Yep, yesterday." Bossman: "Oh good." So fast forward to today and I was getting ready to clock out and he asks if I have a minute to talk to him. He then proceeds to tell me that only two people that have applied are eligable for the ODS position and I am one of them. He also sets up a time for an interview and testing for the job. He then says to me, "Once we get done with all this and I interview the other person *sigh* Amy and I will train you on overnights." My head almost did a 360!! He then told me exactly what the test was going to be, how he expected me to do it, etc. So, I *think* I am a shoein for this new job. If I get it i'll be getting a 2.50$ per hour pay raise and i'll be having 2x as many hours. w00t w00t.

Oh by the way... I'm engaged. :D

First snowfall brings sadness...

Well, since I finally got a new keyboard I thought it would be time to finally update.
Since about 3-4pm yesterday my cousin has been missing. She called her sister and left a message around midnight stating that she was fine and safe. Everyone is worried about her. Is she really safe? Is she warm? (She did atleast leave with a coat) She is using drugs again? All of these things are running through everyone's mind. She does have a pre-paid cell phone with her (as far as we know) but her boyfriend and her parents do not want to call her in as missing persons. She has already been gone 24 hours and she has done this before. I am just so worried about her. She has become almost like a sister to me. *sigh* **Update as I was writing this: She just called her mom and said that she was fine and that she would be back home tomorrow.**

In other news, work is going along about as well as expected. Two people have recently left leaving us to 8 desk clerks instead of 10. So, now I have to pick up Sundays until the boss man can get another couple of people hired. *sigh* Atleast it's more money. Always glad to have more money. Especially around the holidays.

Will update more later.

Untitled

So, I thought I would update on my life such as it is right now anyways. I am currently on some medicine for depression and anxiety and I can really feel a difference with myself. I feel a lot more calm and I am able to step back now an look at my emotions before I act upon them. I also have been seeing a therapist. It is very nice to be able to talk to someone about all the shit that has been bothering me for awhile now. He is very understanding and he actually talks with me, not at me or just listens. He told me in this last therapy session " Ashli, people have the right be be stupid and lazy you can't change that. Just like you have the right to choose whether you let it bother you or not." And I have been really trying to take that to heart. I can't make people change or do things but I can choose not to get angry about it anymore and affect ME.

Also, for the past 2-3 weeks we have been cleaning out my house and re-modeling/re-arranging it. It has taken almost every ounce of energy I have to do all this housework. But my house looks so much nicer and when it's all said and over with I'll live in a nice place. But that's all for now. Thought i'd make an update. :)

"You do know that this is therapy, right?"

That was the first question my new therapist asked me at our first session yesterday. I thought it was quite odd... Who doesn't know that they are going to a therapy session? Well... nevermind. Ever since the two break downs that happened about 3 weeks ago, I've been on medicine and now I am going to therapy. To be completely honest I feel a lot better. I don't feel like i'm drowning in emotion anymore. So, more updates as I try to get my life re-arranged. :)

Ashli

TMI Tuesday

So, I found this ne interesting and thought I might as well share.

1. What is the strangest thing you have ever inserted or seen inserted (in a sexual manner) in person? I've heard not ever seen in person, but a friend in junior high *swore* that her sister used to masturbate with a 20oz pop bottle. *shudders*


2. Have you ever had sex anyone whose name started with a J?
I don't believe that I ever have.

3. Have you ever been outside completely naked?
Oh yeah, and I enjoyed every minute of it!

4. Do you prefer music, tv, or other noise in the background when you have sex? *shrugs* It doesn't really matter... once in the act I don't hear much unless it's someone knocking or moving around the house.

5. Have you ever used ice for sexual purposes?
Oh hell yeah!

Bonus: Have you ever been propositioned for group sex?
Yes. And I have on a couple of occasions. It was .... different.